Oh the saddness begins

Today I am overwhelmed with a sad feeling.  I know I will pick myself up on the happy train soon, but as of right now...still sad.  It all started yesterday when I went to an old friends baby shower.  It has been a long time since I have seen any of these girls and it felt good to be around them.  At the same time, it also made me realize how long it has been since I have seen them and how long it has been since I have spent time with them as well.  It made me sad to see how much I have missed out on.  Then, on top of that my boyfriend has started his training so our time together has been cut short.  Especially this week since he will be away.  C'mon happy train!!!! Come find me!!!!